Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Thursday Thunks: It's a holiday, people!

So yeah, it's a holiday weekend. 4th of July... Independence Day... whatever you want to call it. What are you doing on July 5th?

-> I am going to work,as usual.

Have you ever known anyone who has been kidnapped?
-> Personally,nope.

Does wiping with newspaper make you a smartass?
->lol..Well,I don't think that it's a bad thing to do. If you don't have any alternative,why not use it?..

If someone sends you - or you stumble upon a link that will show you celebrity death photos, do you click the link?
->No,thanks. I don't like to see any death photos.

Do you decorate your computer/laptop?
-> As much as I would want to but I don't have those things.^^

You see Bud and his lady out walking in a park... suddenly she stops and kicks him square in the ass. What did he say to her?
-> I made love to another woman and she'e pregnant now. grrrrrrr!

There is a cockroach, a tarantula and a mouse in the room - which one do you kill first?
->tarantula.... I am a good killer of cockroaches so it's just a piece of cake. I have to kill the tarantula first.

Did you know that a hay bale can start on fire by itself? Do you know how?
->uhmmm.. no idea.

Kimber calls you - what is her voice like?
-> high-pitched

Have you ever played Battleship?
-> Not yet

Days of our Lives paid tribute to Francis Reid/Alice Horton this week (Francis, the actress, died in February, Alice (the character) died last week). She was 91 years old and was protrayed as a smart, witty, funny, loving, always gave the best advice type woman. Wonderful mother, grandmother, friend... many characters (and cast members) commented on how they strive to be the type of woman she was. Is there someone in your life that you strive to be like?
-> Yes. She's one of my colleagues. I admire her for being so kind. I want to be like her but I realzed that I can't.

Do you attend parades?
-> Of course.

If Berleen were to purchase three 10-gallon tubs of the peanut butter that they use at Dairy Queens, would you think any less of her?

If all the flowers but one kind withered and died, never to grow again, but that one kind of flower would grow worldwide forever, what would you want the surviving flower to be?

-> Sampaguita... It's our national flower.^^

Wednesday Wickedness : Lady Gaga

1. "Peace. it does not mean to be in a place where there is no trouble, noise, or hard work. It means to be in the midst of those things and still be calm in your heart." Do you keep your cool no matter what is going on around you?

-> Yes,I do. ^^

2. "Some women choose to follow men, and some women choose to follow their dreams. If you're wondering which way to go, remember that your career will never wake up and tell you that it doesn't love you anymore." Do you feel that career should be more important than your love life?
->Career and love are both important to me and I don't compare if what's better...

3. "You have to be unique, and different, and shine in your own way." In what way(s) do you feel that you are unique?
->the way I am thinking,lol.^^

4. "I want women -- and men -- to feel empowered by a deeper and more psychotic part of themselves. The part they're always trying desperately to hide. I want that to become something that they cherish." Do you feel that there is a part of you that you need to hide from most people?
-> Yes. I don't have to reveal my wholeness to everyone.

5. "Love is like a brick. You can build a house, or you can sink a dead body." Have you ever held on to a relationship even though you truly knew it was already over?
-> Fortunately,not and it is not going to happen.

6. "Sometimes in life you don't always feel like a winner, but that doesn't mean you're not a winner, you want to be like yourself." Would your friends say that you are a winner in this game of life?
-> Of course.

7. "A glamorous life is quite different to a life of luxury. I don’t need luxury. For years, I was practically broke but I was still very vain and glamorous. And I still am." Can you tell us about a time when you were broke and yet still happy?
-> uhmmm.. That was the time where I knew the result of our Mock Board exam in Accounting. I really don't like Accountancy and I was about to accept that I failed. I mean,I already expexted it but when my classmates went near me,they hugged me a lot. Suddenly,I cried and I felt that I am very important to them. I was able to feel comfort from them. They told me that they're going to miss me in the class. I was very happy when those things happened. I never expected that. Even those classmates that were not close to me become close to me now because of the incident. I truly cherish friends and I have found friendship in them.^^

8. "I’m single right now and I’ve chosen to be single because I don’t have the time to get to know anybody. So it’s okay not to have sex, it’s okay to get to know people. I’m celibate. Celibacy’s fine." Do you think staying celibate between relationships important?
->Yes,of course. As what I alsways say,Marriage before Sex is very important.

9. "Fight and push harder for what you believe in, you'd be surprised, you are much stronger than you think." Tell us about an incident where you were stronger than you thought you were.
->I can't remember anymore,sorry.

10. "I lie in bed and try to pray and breathe. I have a very overactive mind. I’m the sort of person who’d never take medication to calm myself. It’s maddening. But I love what comes out." Do you feel that you always have the ability to calm yourself?
-> yes. It has been proven already,many

Monday, June 28, 2010


I declare myself to be free from vices.

I wish I could free myself of sicknesses.

I am thankful that my mom freed me from choosing friends.

I don't mind paying for bills at home but examination sheets in schools should be free.

I am free to lie over and over again. In fact, I look forward to it!

If I could choose one freedom I don’t have today it would be being independent. I want to live alone.

In a free and perfect world there would be no success if we work hand in hand.

I am going to write my Declaration of Independence on a piece of a big

I wouldn’t mind being taxed on my job but I highly resent being taxed on foods I ate.

When I was younger I was free to choose anything I wanted but now that I’m older I prefer to do the same thing. lol..

I declare myself free from the destructive habit of ...

I declare myself joyfully addicted to love my boyfriend!!!

I don’t think the world will ever be totally free of  criminals.

With complete abandon, I free fall into ...

In a hypothetical Superman existence, I would use my power to do good doing money for providing those kids who want to study in school.

I wickedly use my my power to do evil doing like putting those liars into Especially those who make stories which are not true.. grrr.

If I weren’t so dependent on my mom I could be truly independent about...

When I need to free my thoughts from stress and worry, I talk to Him and my boyfriend.

I would like to freely kick her in the seat of her hypothetical pants.

I want to do this stealing of foods every single day and pay no

If I had the power to throw one person in jail it would be her.. lol

If I had the power to free one person from bondage of any kind it would be her too.

If I could “speak truth to power“, I would say to the world ..<3

The 3 most important freedoms I have in my life are:

1: freedom to do things by myself
2: freedom to buy things using my own money
3: freedom to love him

My favorite freedom song is One Moment in Time... I will be,I will be FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..^^

Manic Monday

If you could only see black and white except for one color, what color would you choose to see?

-> I would choose white. I am scared of dark and black for me symbloizes death.

If you could have a room full of any one thing, what would it be?

-> just look at the photo..^^

Imagine you could go back to the age of five and relive the rest of your life, knowing everything that you know now. You will reexperience your entire adolescence with both the cognitive ability of an adult and the memories of everything you’ve learned form having lived your life previously.

-> worth remembering.^^,,

Would you lose your virginity earlier or later than you did the first time around (and by how many years)?
-> Haven't done that yet. I love to sing the alphabet song because it goes like..A, B, C, ...........M......S....Z AS you can see M is before S and it's true that M(Marriage) before S (Sex) should be followed. true,right?

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Thursday Thunks

1. It became officially summer on Monday. What's your favorite part of winter?

-> snow snow snow ... lol.. I haven't tried to experience snow.

2. What was your worst summer vacation ever?

-> I usually don't remember the bad things that had happened to me. They don't deserve to be remembered. lol.

3. Kimber's husband just got the dream job that he's hoped for. So a big shout out to her and Anthony! Tell us about the best job that you ever had.

-> Well,I am proud to say that at the young age(21 y.o),I have been teaching online for almost 3 years and I am really enjoying my job. I haven't finished my studies yet but I am happy because the manager trusts me. This is my dream job(teacher) even if I am just teaching online.It feels good when you hear compliments from your colleagues,manager and especially from the students. c=.. I am afraid I will be going to leave the company soon as I have enough money to pay my debts in my previous school and to study again.^^

4. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?

-> Nobody because I am not that kind of person who talks a load of crap to

5. An alien appears and offers you the opportunity to repeat one year of your life. You will still know everything that you know now. He explains that no matter what you do differently, when you are returned to the present nothing will have changed. What year would you pick and why?

-> I want to turn back time on the year 1989,my birth year. That was the time that my family was complete. My dad died when I was 1 year old and 5 months. Until now,I have been wanting to see him. Everybody said that my dad was so good to everyone and very kind. I envy them for having a chance to meet and to know him personally. I envy those people who are given a chance to experience a fatherly love which I haven't experienced in my entire life. I know that he took care of me when I was still a baby but...

   ... all I can say is I want to see him,hug and kiss him.:(. I miss him so much and I need him especially my mom.

6. Name three things you have on you at all times. Explain why.

-> phone: I use them to communicate with people especially with mine.

-> eye solution: My eyes feel uncomfortable if I don't drop solution in my eyes. I am wearing lenses for I have a bad eyesight and to look better. lol

-> handkerchief: I can't live without it

7. When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper and mailed it?

-> I haven't tried it yet.

8. If you could have everyone in the blogosphere read just one of your posts, which post would you pick and why?

-> This blog.^^. I think this has full of emotions and learnings in life.

9. I recently read that the music industry continues to decline at an alarming rate. In the last year it said the sales of Michael Jackson's and The Beatles' music are the only artists who sales continue to climb. The article stated that the two are holding up the industry. Have you bought a CD or mp3 of either artist recently?

-> No,I haven't. But we have a Beatles CD Karaoke. My uncle loves them and he likes to sing their songs.

10. What radio ad right now do you find so annoying that you'd rather have a tooth drilled than hear it again?

-> about a barber shop. I just don't like it. very annoying.grrr

11. Berleen walks into a bar on a hot Minnesota day. At the bar sits a priest, a rabbi and a minister. A ten foot duck walks into the bar right after Berleen. What drink do you think Berleen orders?


12. There is a knock on your door. It can be anyone in the world. Who would you want it to be?

-> My dad. I am going to be scared at first but I am going to be very happy if that will happen.

13. What would be the worst entertainment or sporting that you could be forced to watch?
->boxing. I don't like it. It just hurts me seeing people fighting and hurting each other.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Wednesday Wickedness: Heather Locklear

1. "With a parent, it's always guilt. You want to be there, but you kind of also want to be here." Tell us about a time where you had to be selfish with your time, and felt guilty about it (whether it was time taken from your children or a S/O).

-> Well in my job,I can't manipulate my time. I sometimes feel angry if there's a time wherein I expect to go home earlier than usual and to meet mine. And suddenly our managers tells me that my class is moved. I hate it so much. I always feel disappointed and I let mine feel bad.:(.

2. "Sex appeal is not on purpose." Do you feel that you can create more sex appeal or that it's just a given?

-> I don't think that I have that much sex appeal. I am a bit contented with what I am right now but I somehow feel bad with my hair. It sucks. I want to have a hair rebond but I think it doesn't work in my hair. I tried it before but it didn't work.grrr

3. "One man is not enough." Has there ever been a time when monogamy seemed difficult?

-> For me,never. I and my boyfriend have been together for almost 5 fruitful years. We are happily inlove with each other and for us being with each other is the happiest thing that has ever happened in our entire life. I haven't tried falling inlove with another guy because my man is the best. I am very lucky for having him in my life.

    But for other people,YES. Monogamy seems to be very difficult for them. I don;t know why but tsk,too bad.

4. "I think I've always been good so God wouldn't strike me dead." Do your religious beliefs really influence your behavior?

-> Yes,they do. Ten Commandments of God have already registered in my mind and they influenced me a lot.

5. "You just have to forgive them for being men." Do you feel there are some things in a S/O that you can't change because of their sex?

-> I don't think so.

6. "When I look in the mirror I see the girl I was when I was growing up, with braces, crooked teeth, a baby face and a skinny body." Do you see a younger less secure person when you gaze in the mirror?

-> Yeah,always.^^

7. “I was a pregnant vixen.” If you have ever been pregnant, or have been with a woman who was, how did effect your sex life?


8. “Everything needs to be worked on...” What would you like to work on to become a better person?

-> patience

9. "From an early age, I was aware of what America meant, and how the Marines at Camp Pendleton were ready to defend us at a moment's notice. I also remember what fabulous bodies those troops had." When did you think that you understood the sacrifices that people in the military make on behalf of their country?

-> World War II

10. "The bigger the better. Do I dare say that!?" In your experience, is there truth here?

-> yes and no.

Monday, June 21, 2010

Dating Pofile Meme


-> good luck to you. After that 1st time,then,youa re going to have 2nd,3rd,4th times and etc. as well. lol

2. Friends would tell you that I've had a tough life. I would tell you that my life has made me tough.

-> tough?.. I think everbody's life is tough and mine is much tougher.

3. i am an accountant and musician with a wicked sense of humor.

-> Ooohhh.. So,why won't you compose a song with a lot of numbers on the lyrics?.. lol.. well,good for you. I tried liking accountancy but that major doesn't like me. So I shifted to education. I like music and I am hoping to jam with you soon. Without talking about numbers,okay? ^^

4. I'm what you would call "REAL"!

-> So,am I.

5. Welcome back everyone.I took a break from dating.for vie months.

-> huh?.. duhhh.,,

6. My son tells me my problem is that I am too nice.

-> Well I think your son has a problem

7. It would be nice to have someone to share the rest of my life with.

-> Yeah,right.

8. Do you feel small next to an ocean?

->blah blah blah

9. I do not want anyone to respond if they are not serious about getting to know me.

-> It would be boring if talking to you would be very serious.

10. Here are a few adjectives that describe me: warm-hearted, intelligent, spunky, passionate, inquisitive, great eyes, self-respecting, loyal, sincere, strong intellect, emotional maturity, a deep appreciation for life's gifts, silly, sensual, having a zest and curiosity for life, uninhibited, adventurous, well traveled, inquisitive, open mind, confident, well-rounded, reasonably outgoing, persistent, honest, and self-knowledgeable.

-> Oh,I see. Okay,fine.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Manic Monday

If you could write your own bill of rights, what would you include?

-> Some of my opinions are rarely heard. I want my ideas and opinions to be heard. It hurts me if people neglect me.

What is going on in the world today that affects you the most?

-> financial crisis

What do you think is the secret to a good life?

-> Live.Laugh.Love.^^

How has your life been different than you imagined?

-> Very different from what I have imagined. This is not what I want.

What lessons have you learned from your relationships?

-> TRUST. We have to trust our bf/gf as much as we want to be trusted.

If you had to move to a city besides the one you currently live in, where would you move?

-> next to mine. lol. I wanna see him everyday so it would be better if I move near his

What are you grateful for today?

-> another day to live in. Thank you,Lord.

What's missing in your life?
-> my dad.:(

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Friday Fill-ins

1. I didn't wake up  this morning at 6:58.

2. It was the reason, of course, I was sleepy.

3. Eating vegetables is something I no longer feel the need to^^

4. I have another errand to run, but I am gonna do it with a poise.

5. If you think something's missing in your life...just go find it.

6. What were once vices will not just be were but are,meaning,it's unstoppable and is continuing.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking for to meet mine, tomorrow my plans include going downtown to meet my friends and Sunday, I want to take a rest,videoke singing and to visit mine's place to see him and his family. I super duper miss them!

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Thursday Thunk

1. Have you ever wondered why snakes can't slither backwards?

-> No,I haven't. I don't care at all. But I am wondering why it was the snake who tempted Eve to eat the apple. Why not the other animals?.. Just wonderin'. lol.^^

2. Is divorce contagious?

-> Maybe it is but I am hoping it would be stopped which I think is irresolvable.='c

3. Do you enjoy hiking?

-> No,I don't. My feet are lazy. lol.^^

4. Is there a color of a shirt a man should just never wear?

-> Nope. It doesn't matter what color of a tee shirt a man wear as long as they can carry what they're wearing. I prefer to see a man wearing pink. It's pretty cool.

5. Have you read a news story this week that just made your blood boil?

-> Fortunately not.

6. Do you keep old business cards or name tags from companies you have worked for?

-> Yes,yes,I do. I love keeping memorabilias not just from companies I worked for but from the events or people that have been a part of my life.

7. If you could save an endangered species, which one would it be?

-> Myself..^^

8. When is it warm enough outside for you to start wearing shorts?

-> If  it's scorching hot like I'm on fire.

9. Have you ever broken a window?

-> No,I haven't but our neighbor did it to our window. I was so angry that time because he didn't think of paying for the window he had broken. tsk.

10. Do dogs in your neighborhood howl when they hear sirens from police cars or fire trucks?

-> No,they don't. They just run away enough for them not to hear those sirens because as far as I know, they don't like very loud noises especially fireworks.

11. Have you tried doing something as an adult that you used to be able to do as a kid?
-> Yes,I have. wow.. I was 8 years old that time and I was the one who was teaching my friends. I could really feel like I was a teacher. I gave them homeworks,I taught them and gave them scores.^^

Worst Nightmare I Have Ever Had

I and my boyfriend were having a date. It was really romantic for he gave me a bouquet of pink(my fave color) roses and three boxes of expensive chocolates.  We went in many places ; Karaoke room and sang many songs, movie theater and arcade to play there. We had so much fun. He never failed to tell me how much he loves me.

We had a dinner in a very nice restaurant. That was my dream dinner date:candles on the table,bubbles around the place,musicians playing the violin and the man whom I love with me. The foods were luscious. It was really perfect!

We took a walk there for the restaurant has a mini-garden outside with fountain in the middle. We talked about anything.  Until I saw him a bit worried.  I didn't dare to ask him and I didn't mind it  because that might destroy our moment. A few minutes later,I went in the john and he borrowed my phone for he wanted to send a message to his parents in abroad asking them to call him.  After going to the john, I quietly walked near him while he was talking in the phone. I was at his back. Wanting to hear their conversation,I deliberately placed my ear on the phone. You know what I heard?... It was... "I miss you,baby. When will I see you?"='c.. I got numb after hearing those lines. He got shocked when he saw me hearing their conversation. I was like dying. A few minutes later, I hit him a lot,grabbed my phone,ran away and sobbed a lot. Then I received a message expecting it to be from him but it wasn't. It was the girl saying "I love you,baby. Be strong. I am going to wait for you." That made me cried a lot more.

Then.... alarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!.. It was just a  But when I got up it was like it's true so I cried a lot. If it's going to be true,I wish not to wake up. tsk.. tsk..

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Wednesday Wickedness

1. “When it comes to luck, you make your own.” Do you believe you have that type of control over your luck?

-> Well,I think so.

2. “You've got to learn to live with what you can't rise above.” What is something you have had difficulty rising above?

-> Everybody has it's own problem and I believe that it can be solved. Let us just do our best and God wll do the rest. Whatever difficulty we have,let's just put faith to HIM.

3. “Poor men wanna be rich, rich men wanna be kings, and a king ain’t satisfied till he rules everything.” Would you want to be rich?

-> Of course. Even crazy people do. duh..

4. “The best music is essentially there to provide you something to face the world with.” Tell us about a song that helps you "face the world."

-> "I Believe I can Fly"

5. “In America everything's about who's number one today.” Have you ever been a fan of someone you thought would last but turned out to be a flash in the pan?

-> Well,I have been a fan of someone and fortunately he's getting more famous every year.

6. “Is a dream a lie if it don't come true, or is it something worse?” Has any dream of yours come true?

-> Yes,many times.

7. “Our American government has strayed too far from American values. It is time to move forward. The country we carry in our hearts is waiting.” What would you change if you became the president?

-> Poverty all over the country not just in the place where the poorest people are.

8. "Yeah, I had gay friends. The first thing I realized was that everybody's different, and it becomes obvious that all of the gay stereotypes are ridiculous." How do you feel about gay rights?

-> I respect gays and I believe that they have the right to express themselves rather than pretending not to be a gay.

9. " It's a sad man my friend who's living in his own skin and can't stand the company." Have you ever been disappointed in yourself?

-> Yes. Nobody hasn't felt not disapponted with his/her life. Agree?

10. "The best music is essentially there to provide you something to face the world with." What's your favorite type of music? What's your favorite band?
-> romantic music

Wedding Day

Marriage is a social union or legal contact between individuals that creates kinship. Such a union may also be called matrimony,while the ceremony that marks its beginning is usually called wedding. People marry for many reasons and I am happy for my friend who is having a wedding ceremony today.

Marriage is very important to all the couples. It's the time where a man really says "Yes" not just because he already owns the woman but it's also because it's there time to make love. For me,M before S is true.. Marriage before Sex. I haven't nothing against those people engaging that thing but for me,I want to preserve this until I get married and I think it's hoing to be worth the wait.

To my friend,Congratulations and best wishes.^^

Monday, June 14, 2010

This day is a very special day for mine(our term of endearment) for he has given another year to live in this world and I am very happy to be a part of his life. I admire him for being so simple. He never asks for anything to his parents if not needed. He never complains for the meals he eats everyday. He doesn't have any vices which I love the most. I love him for being him. Hr's such a simple yet a responsible man. Nobody can interchange my feelings for him because for me,he is the best. I know no one is perfect nor the best but if people just realized how perfect he is if seen in my eyes,then they would also love him very much.

This poem is for him...

Your birthday marks another year together;

Such happy times, I couldn’t ask for more,

Spending precious minutes, hours and days

With you, my love, whom I cherish and adore.

We’ve shared so much, we two, in love and friendship;

Each year our bond just seems to grow and grow.

I always want to be right next to you;

To be with you means more than you can know.

You’re always there for me with a loving smile;

I’m never happier than when I know you’re near.

I thought my love for you could not grow stronger;

And yet I love you even more this year. ♥

******I LOVE YOU more than you ever know,mine. Happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!. You were born to be a part of my life and I was born to tell you I love you. Mwah. Hope you won't change..^^

Thursday, June 10, 2010

I always want to hug and hold your hand everyday. I feel safe everytime you're near me. So please..............Stay.. I love you..♥

I knew I love you before I met you

Love keeps people together even when they are far away for each other. They may be far from us but deep in our heart they are just stayin in our heart and in our mind. As long as there is a constant communication and honesty,love still remains. Distance is never that far away if love is the bridge.